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by Jay Chirino (Author)
"BRAVO!" -A. Bookshelf Reviews
A deeply human journey through addiction, mental illness, and redemption Jay's life has collapsed. He only remembers bits and pieces of the last weeks. The woman he loves is gone. Desperate for a way out, he checks himself into a psychiatric hospital, hoping to detox from all the substances tearing him apart. Inside those walls-surrounded by strangers battling demons of their own, Jay starts to notice something transcendental. Each patient he meets carries a story that shatters his assumptions about what it means to be flawed. Guided by a compassionate psychiatrist and haunted by the ghosts of his past, Jay embarks on a painful but transformative journey toward understanding himself, his issues, and the fragile beauty of the human mind. Powerful, intimate, and unflinchingly honest, The Flawed Ones reminds us that our imperfections do not make us flawed-they make us human. From the book:"My eyes welled up and a few tears painted lines on my face, this time not because I was feeling the sting of depression, or loneliness or fear, not because I was drowning in a sea of self-pity, thinking I was less than nothing. This time I cried because I saw the futility of lives that did not get a choice, of souls that were chained to their destiny with unbreakable links, of people who would never see the colors they deserved to see, who would never feel the love they deserved to feel, or live the lives they deserved to live. I saw them, and in them I saw me."
Author Biography
For over over two decades I struggled with depression and anxiety, and for the last ten years it drove me to a substance abuse problem that destroyed me phyically and emotionally, deeply affecting my relationship with those I loved. After losing everything I cherished and landing in a psychiatric hospital, I knew I had to choose between drastically changing my behavior or dying. The journey I had to make was the toughest thing I've ever done, but it opened my eyes to what I had never seen before, and it transformed me into a version of myself that can look at the future with hope. This novel is deeply personal to me, because it contains a lot of my own experiences, of my challenges, of my flaws. When I began writing it, I knew that I had to be explicitly honest with myself and with my readers, in order to convey the right message, and hopefully reach the hearts of those that may be going through something similar to what I did. So, even though it is a work of fiction, every page, in some way, is a part of me; a gift that I humbly present to you, my dear audience, in the hope that you carry that small piece somewhere in your heart, for the rest of your life. Yours Truly, Jay.
